Almost 2 years ago exactly, I was starting a new life in Hengyang. I’d just finished my ‘training’ – which amounted to being thrown into the deep end and pair managing a class of admittedly wonderful children but without any idea what I was doing – had gotten on a train to go to a place I’d never heard of and then got in a car with strangers (one of whom was my T.A who I will forever owe my life to) to take me to another random city in the middle of nowhere.
I was stressed beyond belief, scared and when I saw my apartment for the first time (it took three days to properly clean the mess the last teacher had left) I wondered whether I’d made a huge mistake. Looking back, I know I didn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I made many mistakes and there are things that I wish I had done differently but moving across the world wasn’t one of them. I don’t think pursuing teaching was either.
Now, I’m here in Poland ready to start all over again and I’m feeling a mess of emotions. Everything is so completely different to how it was when I moved to China. It’s a lot to handle but I think, against my own predictions, I’m coping surprisingly well.
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